My name is Valérie Morgan Geneviève Le Creux .

But you can call me

Morgan .

I am 14 years old .

I think guitarists , bassists , drummers and singers are sexy ; I'm a sucker for guys in bands .

Also , I'm only a little over five feet tall , so dont be surprised when you tower over me .

I 'll be honest , I lie .

People think they know me . They don't .

You probably don't expect that I'm a band-geek , almost trilingual , or any of my other freakish little accomplishments .

You probably don't expect that that I plan on being a photographer , cinematographer , or journalist .

You probably can't imagine that I'll giggle like a little girl when you're being cute, or that its generally quite easy to make me smile.

Yet you dont realize that with five words or less , you could crush me , and make me want to hide out in bed for a week .

I'm sure you'd be surprised that , although some of my best friends are girls , i hate us as a whole .

And also , that I would rather be smart than pretty , and yet my vanity could shock you . Bet you didn't see that one coming .

You probably couldn't guess that I draw , and sing , and write [lyrics] , not in my free time , but when im overwhelmed , upset , or even just happy .

You would be astounded by how much I care about my family and friends , and that , even if I've only met you once , I would kill anyone who hurt you .

And I'm sure you'd never see me as the type of person who will start laughing in complete silence over something that was said the day before.

I bet you don't realize that I care more than I lead on , and that everytime I get a funny look , I squirm inside .

You probably didn't even guess that I think 'awkward silences' are fun .

I bet you couldn't even imagine how my eyes light up when I realize it's Christmas morning ,

and that , no matter what you say I will always pretend I still believe in Santa Claus ,

because I love the idea of him so much ,

and that I know my older brother ate Rudolph's carrots .

I hope you can more than likely guess that I scream like mad if I'm having a breakdown , and sometimes , i swear just for the hell of swearing .

I bet you couldn't see me as the girl who uses words like 'orgasmic' to show you how much i love something - by the way , julia is orgasmic , and I love her .

I bet you don't realize that , although I can be that annoying kid who you want to shut up , I hear I give great advice , and I am a great listener .

I bet you think I care if you call me a loner , an emo , a scene kid , a punk or a prep .


But I don't , so if you wanted a reaction , don't even bother .


So , go ahead and say what you want - but I'm not what you expect . I change daily .

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